What a waste.

i spent three years of my life on this boy, and it turns out, he doesnt even want to try to make it work with me.
I should have listened to my mind instead of my heart. Sometimes its hard to make a decision, but we have to stick with what we know best.

I knew we wouldnt work out, i wanted to. In my heart, i thought if we were both committed it would work. In my mind, it told me that we cant make it through. And in the end, we will hate eachother
But i guess the saying:

When one door closes, another opens.

Or the one:

When a relationship falls, there is always someone better in store

Is going to have to come true. Cause if not, im probably not going to believe in love anymore.