Another thought? My so called friend's birthday is in 4 days. We've had problems over the past few yrs. and i feel as though shes not really my friend. i think she is just being in my life for certain things, like just recently, we're hanging out, and she tells me what she wants for her birthday. i really hope she doesnt think im getting her anything; she forgot my birthday. Didnt even tell me happy birthday and when i confront her about it she wants to play dumb. However, im not dumb. So, that didn't work at all. i know she forgot my birthday. So, thats out the bag. i hate fake people. i just do. Dont ever be fake in your lifetime - its just not right. One day people will recognize your fake ness, and you wont have them anymore.
My last thought (for right now) : i dont want to fall in love and not have him fall for me. Everything feels different, and im a clingy person, and i dont want him to give up on me. We always try to fix our relationship. This, by the way, is the boy i was talking about, Zach, in the last post, (Someone ever give you mixed signals [Read it to catch up] )
So anyway, i dont know what to do still, i never did tell him whether or not i wanted to work it out with him or not, i guess we just decided to not focus on it and just go with the flow; but i dont want to love him like i used to, if it means he wont do the same. So, i dont know what i should do. Trust it and get hurt again, or put my back against it since it never worked all the other times. Being a teenager, is complicated.
And i dont even have to pay bills yet.
My thoughts are
Just Saying
But what are your random thoughts?
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